I haven’t been here in awhile.
Things have been difficult.
I don’t know how to truly explain it.
My world has been crashing all around me.
Work ended up not living up to what it is suppose to be.
I got Bariatric surgery as a way out.
But it still sucked me back in.
Love life is nonexistent.
But that was never real in the first place.
Family is having a hard time understanding my pain.
But they never truly did.
Someday this will change.
Hopefully someday soon.
I am able to manifest my negative.
But no matter how hard I try
The positive just doesn’t seem to come true.